cheers, m'dear (◕‿◕✿)

you can call me rachel. 20. nyu sophomore.
current location: utah.
HI RACHEL I'M BORED AND SO ARE YOU so.... everything with a 6!
+ calligraphyink

Ooh thank you, m’dear!

6: Do you like the beach?

I actually REALLY love the beach. I’m camping at bear lake this weekend, and I’m gonna get my fill of beach sun & fun!

16: Are you tired?

Right now, I’m actually very tired haha. Lonnnng day of errands for work! And I had to have my Home Depot guy help me break into my own vehicle, so there’s been a lot going on lol

26: Do you have any tattoos?

Not yet. HOWEVER, I did go to a tattoo shop today! I’m planning to get one at the end of the summer. I want to get it on the outside of my left leg (ankle area and above that). This is the concept, though I will be making some changes (I’m clearly very excited about this!!!)


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Hi dear! Let's play a game with those asks. Calla Lily, Tulip and Daisy if you please :)
+ calligraphyink

Hi, gorgeous!! Thanks for sending me some! 

Calla Lily: If you died right now, what song would you want to play at your funeral?

I have literally never thought of this tbh, but the only thing that comes to mind is “I Will Remember You” by Ryan Cabrera. Or even “Have Faith In My” by A Day To Remember. I’d have to think about this one though haha

Tulip: For your birthday, what kind of cake do you ask for?

I really love Cold Stone cookie dough ice cream cake w/ red velvet instead of yellow (i made a lot of these when I worked there, I got this shit down). Or if I were to do a custom ice cream cake, red velvet cake w/ cake batter ice cream and graham crackers and reese’s mixed in. 

But since I never get the ice cream cakes, I usually ask for red velvet w/ cream cheese frosting, or marble with buttercream.

Daisy: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

Let’s see… I was 18, and it was a New Year’s kiss, haha!

all dem numbas
+ obrosie



A number of reasons. I was leaving the country, and I didn’t want to try long distance bc he was moving faster than I was (emotionally).


I have a ton, but right now, I would say Fall Out Boy & Panic! At The Disco


The last serious crush I have had is on this really awesome girl that I’ve mutually followed on Tumblr for quite a few years now, but I don’t think she’s interested? So I’m trying to deal with that haha.


My depression during high school, for sure. My mom was in a seriously abusive relationship, and she was also addicted to her pain medicine she took for her arthritis and started abusing it. It took a huge toll on our relationship and on my mental health. I ended up missing more than 3 months of school my senior year. It’s a miracle I graduated and made it to college tbh.


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So are you lesbian?
+ Anonymous

I’m pansexual.

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+ littlemiss-falloutboy

ooh, thank you! sorry i’m answering them a day late, i totally passed out last night before i saw this :P

2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?


17. Favorite Holiday?

hmmm… i’d have to say christmas because i get to see a lot of my family (which is nice because i’m so often away for school), or 4th of july for the parties haha!

24. Hugs or Kisses?

this is a toughie. i’ve been told i give the hugs and that my hugs have made people’s day (i have a friend in utah whose favorite part of the summer is our first hug after my flight in lol). but honestly, a passionate kiss will win me over any day. there are so many subtle variations from kiss to kiss that make it exciting every time, and i just really enjoy the intimacy and charged tension of it all.

34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?

buttered and with black pepper (sometimes parmesan cheese!)

38. Favorite flower?

huh, i’ve never really thought about this one. i really like cherry blossoms, orchids, and roses (classic haha)

49. Do you have a tattoo?

not yet, though i have a few that i’ve wanted to get for years! i want to get a rocky horror tattoo that for sure has the phrase “don’t dream it, be it” (the concept i am open to, though i would love to incorporate the lips). i also want to get the deathly hallows symbol. there are a few other ideas, too, but those are the big ones that i’ve wanted for the longest.

oh my god you are huuuuge. i dont think i've ever seen anyone as big as you im pretty sure my thighs are the size of your arms; the size people are starting to get is honestly scary, especially as a med school student. Good luck with the heart disease, bad joints, type 2 diabetes, cancer, stroke, high blood pressure, breathing disorders, nonalcoholic fatty liver disease, poor wound healing, gynecological issues, and difficulty climbing staircases
+ Anonymous

Lol, you try so hard to make others feel bad. It doesn’t work. Leave the diagnoses to the doctors. I’m fat, and still healthy and fabulous :)

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+ itsmrvince

oooh, thank you for sending these! 

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

Well, the person I like is very caring and kind; I’d like to think that she would take care of me if I were drunk to the point of needing it, lol. 

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

Drunk in Love by Beyonce, Pompeii by Bastille, Nicotine by Panic! At The Disco, Young Volcanoes by Fall Out Boy, Flawless by Beyonce
(idk there’s a lot of them these are just the first that popped into my head tbh)

22. Where would you like to travel?

For places I’ve never been, I would love to travel throughout south america. For places I’d love to return to, London is always on the top of that list. 

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

I don’t favor one group over the other. Some of my real friends are tumblr friends, and I don’t really “rank” my friendships in such a way.

75. Favourite animal?

Lately, I have been loving dogs. Those pugs and french bull dogs, doe :3

whats merchel?
+ Anonymous

merchel is the ship name for mercedes/rachel from glee. i made it my url like 3 years ago when i was playing mercedes in gleeohanarp. i don’t remember how exactly it came about, but during one of my many chats with the rachel rper (s/o to johnnymanziel :* ), we were talking about merchel and i decided to make it my url, and it stuck :)

there’s also this thing that happened haha

FYI, Darren Criss is half-Filipino, half-Irish, so he's not "white".
+ Anonymous

You're gorgeous
+ Anonymous

awww thank you!