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cheers, m'dear (◕‿◕✿)

you can call me rachel. 20. nyu sophomore.
current location: utah.
I volunteer as your future girlfriend!
+ Anonymous

Awe asl;dkjf cute haha :)

That would require I know who you are though, right? haha!

40-45
+ Anonymous

40. Could you fall in love online?

I certainly could (and I have in the past)

41. How much of an age gap can you handle?

I’m not a huge stickler for age gaps. My ex was like 7 years older than me, haha. I don’t mind them. I really don’t think I would go past like a 10 year gap haha, but yeah.

42. How would you introduce yourself on a blind date?

I feel like this is a standard question? lol, but something like “Hi! I’m Rachel! You must be ____!” haha

43. Could you forgive a cheater?

At this point, I don’t think I could. I guess I could broadly say it’s circumstantial, but I don’t think so.

44. Is lying about something serious as bad as cheating?

I am huge about honesty, and I really do think it’s up there with cheating. I am a very honest person and I really value honesty, and I expect others to be honest with me as well. This I can say it depends on the circumstances, but I hate being lied to, especially about something serious.

45. Right now, you could call the person you like/love (if you aren’t dating/engaged/married already), or show up at their front door, and just confess or kiss them or whatever. What’s stopping you?

I don’t know if I could do that right now. Like, I don’t know if I could work up the courage to. Because I don’t know if they feel the same about me?

i think you are beautiful. truly. your beauty is the type that cannot be expressed through words. only silent amazement and awestruck stares is all i can give you to show you how beautiful you are.
+ Anonymous

thank you so much

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+ Anonymous

2. Drunken story time.. GO

Oh geez. Alright, I actually have a lot of good ones, esp. from London last year, but I’ll tell you the most recent one.

On Christmas eve, I went to 2 different family parties. The first one was just a bunch of delicious homemade mexican food and visiting. But the second one was hosted by one of my crazy second cousins, and she greeted me, my dad, and my uncle alex with TWO shots as we walked through the doors (apple pie liqueur w/ whipped cream btw BEST SHIT EVER). Then I had to have had somewhere in the neighborhood of 7 or 8 beers plus we did a few more shots together “to family” and whatnot. I was drunk, but it was a good drunk, not a completely shit-faced drunk. Like a really good, strong buzz.

Anyway, our plan before we left was that we would stop by the parties and leave with enough time to make it to midnight mass for Christmas (I’m not religious but my dad really wanted me to go, so I agreed to go because my sisters always refuse every year and I know he wanted one of his daughters to be with him). So it’s about 11:30 and we’re still at Denise’s (my second cousin), so I figure, we’ve all been drinking, we probably won’t make it to mass tonight, so I grab another beer and just continue bullshitting with everyone.

11:45 rolls around, and sure enough, my dad looks at me and goes “alright, we better go if we’re gonna make midnight mass!” dad. dad no. dad pls. Sure enough, he, my uncle, and I piled in and went to Christmas mass. 

This bitch brought me to church drunk I s2g. It was QUITE the experience hahaha. Luckily I wasn’t drunk to the point where I was stupid and I could still control myself lol

5. Favorite TV show

 I have a lot of them, but at the moment How I Met Your Mother is at the top :)

9, 13, 25 :)
+ angrysantana

9. Your Christmas list

My Christmas list was literally just clothes and scarves. And money. That’s it haha.

13. Favorite memory of the past summer

I would have to say the Fall Out Boy Save Rock & Roll tour. That was a fucking BLAST. There were a lot of great moments though, I had a really great summer.

25. Most recent picture you took

Oh man idek. Let’s see what’s the latest in my dropbox:

Selfie bc I was lookin’ real cute today lbh. Hair game was STRONG.

"It’s cheap and it fits" PREACH THO
+ catherineaddington

Haha, LITERALLY my thought every time I purchase a new item of clothing, lbh

ANSWER THEM ALL
+ catherineaddington

Mwahaha yes. Sorry, anon, Catherine beat you. I’ll put it under a cut to avoid long posts on your dashboard. Also it took me like 2 days lol sorry

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If you want to transfer, then transfer. Yet, if you want advise, I'd tell you to stay at the school that you wanted so dearly to go to. You have the right to follow your dreams regardless of money. In ten years from now, will you regret your decision to transfer? Money can always be paid off; thus it's something you shouldn't worry about. Follow you ambitions and aspirations.
+ drcarsonbeckett

Thanks for the advice. I’m just having a hard time with it overall, mostly because by the time I graduate from NYU, I will have wracked up over $120,000 in student loans, and that’s before medical school. Maybe I’m worrying about this prematurely, because with the career I am working towards, I should be able to take care of paying it off later on, and to some extent I can see the big picture there. But also the idea of having over $200,000 in loans after grad school is scary as fuck to me.

And another part of it too is that I don’t like NY as much as I thought I would. Maybe I just need more time to explore it in order to like it more, which could be the case. But it’s also a financial hardship. The city is expensive to live in, and it’s expensive to buy a round trip one or two times a year. And if I were living off of my own money, this sort of thing wouldn’t be as big of an issue, but because I’m taking 18 credit hours, it’s hard for me to work as much as I want, and so I end up relying on my dad for almost all of my living and travelling expenses, and it makes me feel like complete shit. I guess I feel like if I really loved the environment, I wouldn’t be having these sorts of doubts.

But on the other hand, NYU classes themselves I have been enjoying, and I’ve enjoyed some of the professors I’ve been able to work with thus far. So, I wouldn’t want to transfer and lose that opportunity, or transfer into a school that didn’t challenge me as much academically, which is definitely a huge concern as well.

It’s a toss up for me. I talked to my sister about it, but I don’t feel like I’m leaning more toward either direction at the moment. I guess I just need to take more time to think about it and get in contact with a counselor and see if I can define the pros and cons of either more clearly.

At this point, I most likely won’t transfer, but I don’t know. It’s a big, tough, decision, and I have no idea what’s going to happen.

What are some movies you really really like? -birdy
+ Anonymous

WELL

current favorite is Frozen because IT’S FANTASTIC

all time faves include:

  • rocky horror picture show
  • pitch perfect
  • 10 things i hate about you
  • the breakfast club
  • tangled

and there’s a bunch more i enjoy of course but these are the ones that come to mind first

Hello u r a cutie and I love your blog -birdy
+ Anonymous

omg thank you you’re sweet :3