cheers, m'dear (◕‿◕✿)

you can call me rachel. 20. nyu sophomore.
current location: utah.
HI RACHEL I'M BORED AND SO ARE YOU so.... everything with a 6!
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Ooh thank you, m’dear!

6: Do you like the beach?

I actually REALLY love the beach. I’m camping at bear lake this weekend, and I’m gonna get my fill of beach sun & fun!

16: Are you tired?

Right now, I’m actually very tired haha. Lonnnng day of errands for work! And I had to have my Home Depot guy help me break into my own vehicle, so there’s been a lot going on lol

26: Do you have any tattoos?

Not yet. HOWEVER, I did go to a tattoo shop today! I’m planning to get one at the end of the summer. I want to get it on the outside of my left leg (ankle area and above that). This is the concept, though I will be making some changes (I’m clearly very excited about this!!!)


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Hi dear! Let's play a game with those asks. Calla Lily, Tulip and Daisy if you please :)
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Hi, gorgeous!! Thanks for sending me some! 

Calla Lily: If you died right now, what song would you want to play at your funeral?

I have literally never thought of this tbh, but the only thing that comes to mind is “I Will Remember You” by Ryan Cabrera. Or even “Have Faith In My” by A Day To Remember. I’d have to think about this one though haha

Tulip: For your birthday, what kind of cake do you ask for?

I really love Cold Stone cookie dough ice cream cake w/ red velvet instead of yellow (i made a lot of these when I worked there, I got this shit down). Or if I were to do a custom ice cream cake, red velvet cake w/ cake batter ice cream and graham crackers and reese’s mixed in. 

But since I never get the ice cream cakes, I usually ask for red velvet w/ cream cheese frosting, or marble with buttercream.

Daisy: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

Let’s see… I was 18, and it was a New Year’s kiss, haha!

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A number of reasons. I was leaving the country, and I didn’t want to try long distance bc he was moving faster than I was (emotionally).


I have a ton, but right now, I would say Fall Out Boy & Panic! At The Disco


The last serious crush I have had is on this really awesome girl that I’ve mutually followed on Tumblr for quite a few years now, but I don’t think she’s interested? So I’m trying to deal with that haha.


My depression during high school, for sure. My mom was in a seriously abusive relationship, and she was also addicted to her pain medicine she took for her arthritis and started abusing it. It took a huge toll on our relationship and on my mental health. I ended up missing more than 3 months of school my senior year. It’s a miracle I graduated and made it to college tbh.


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+ Bold what applies to you: I have

1. had sex.
2. bought condoms
3. gotten pregnant.
4. failed a class.
5. kissed a boy.
6. kissed a girl.
7. used a little paper bag for lunch.
8. had a job.
9. slipped on ice.
10. missed the school bus.
Total So Far: 8

11. left the house without my wallet.
12. bullied someone on the internet. 
13. sexted.
14. had sex in public.
15. played on a sports team.
16. smoked weed.
17. smoked cigarettes.
18. smoked a cigar.
19. drank alcohol.
20. watched “The Breakfast Club”
Total So Far: 17

21. been overweight.
22. been underweight.
23. had an eating disorder.
24. been to a wedding.
25. made fun of someone for being fat.
26. been on the computer for 5 hours straight.
27. watched tv for 5 hours straight.
28. been late for work.
29. been late for school.
30. kissed in the rain.

Total So Far: 23

31. showered with someone else.
32. failed my drivers test.
33. ran a mile in less than 10 minutes.
34. been outside my home country.
35. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours.
36. had lice.
37. gotten fired
38. had a credit card.
39. been to a professional sports game.
40. broken a bone.
Total So Far: 31

41. been unhappy about my weight.
42. won a trophy.
43. cut myself.
44. had an STD.
45. got engaged. 
46. been on a diet.
47. tried out to be on a tv show.
48. rode in a taxi.
49. been to prom.
50. played a drinking game.
Total So Far: 38

51. stayed up for 24 hours or more.
52. been to a concert.
53. had a three-some.
54. had a crush on someone of the same sex.
55. been in a car accident.
56. had braces. 
57. learned another language 
58. killed an animal.
59. been at a yard sale.
60. been to a japanese steakhouse.
Total So Far: 44

61. wore make up.
62. talked to someone via webcam.
63. lost my virginity before I was 16.
64. had my wisdom teeth taken out.
65. kissed someone a different race than myself.
66. snuck out of the house.
67. bought porn.
68. had a virus on my computer.
69. had oral sex.
70. dyed my hair. 
Total So Far: 51

71. gone skinny dipping.
72. graduated from college.
73. wore someone else’s clothes.
74. voted in a presidential election.
75. rode in an ambulance.
76. rode in a helicopter.
77. caught the stove on fire.
78. got in a fight.
79. met someone famous.
80. been on vacation.
Total So Far: 57

81. been on an airplane.
82. been on a boat.
83. broken something expensive.
84. had surgery.
85. kissed someone before I was 14.
86. beat a video game.
87. found something valuable on the ground.
88. made a survey.
89. stalked someone on facebook/myspace.
90. prank called someone.
Total So Far: 66

91. been to a library outside of school.
92. spent over $100 shopping in one day.
93. cut my hair and hated it.
94. peed outside.
95. went fishing.
96. helped with charity.
97. taken a pregnancy test.
98. been rejected by a crush.
99. been suspended from school.
100. broken a mirror.

Grand Total: 75/100

hm interesting

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ooh, thank you! sorry i’m answering them a day late, i totally passed out last night before i saw this :P

2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?


17. Favorite Holiday?

hmmm… i’d have to say christmas because i get to see a lot of my family (which is nice because i’m so often away for school), or 4th of july for the parties haha!

24. Hugs or Kisses?

this is a toughie. i’ve been told i give the hugs and that my hugs have made people’s day (i have a friend in utah whose favorite part of the summer is our first hug after my flight in lol). but honestly, a passionate kiss will win me over any day. there are so many subtle variations from kiss to kiss that make it exciting every time, and i just really enjoy the intimacy and charged tension of it all.

34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?

buttered and with black pepper (sometimes parmesan cheese!)

38. Favorite flower?

huh, i’ve never really thought about this one. i really like cherry blossoms, orchids, and roses (classic haha)

49. Do you have a tattoo?

not yet, though i have a few that i’ve wanted to get for years! i want to get a rocky horror tattoo that for sure has the phrase “don’t dream it, be it” (the concept i am open to, though i would love to incorporate the lips). i also want to get the deathly hallows symbol. there are a few other ideas, too, but those are the big ones that i’ve wanted for the longest.


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oooh, thank you for sending these! 

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

Well, the person I like is very caring and kind; I’d like to think that she would take care of me if I were drunk to the point of needing it, lol. 

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

Drunk in Love by Beyonce, Pompeii by Bastille, Nicotine by Panic! At The Disco, Young Volcanoes by Fall Out Boy, Flawless by Beyonce
(idk there’s a lot of them these are just the first that popped into my head tbh)

22. Where would you like to travel?

For places I’ve never been, I would love to travel throughout south america. For places I’d love to return to, London is always on the top of that list. 

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

I don’t favor one group over the other. Some of my real friends are tumblr friends, and I don’t really “rank” my friendships in such a way.

75. Favourite animal?

Lately, I have been loving dogs. Those pugs and french bull dogs, doe :3


when u go to a restaraunt regularly and order the same thing every time


posted 2 months agovia©


im literally always looking at my reflection not because im conceited but because i just think it feels kind strange to have a physical form and im constantly trying to process who and what i am

really? idk i just like reminding myself how fine i am

posted 2 months agovia©

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  • name: rachel
  • eye color: brown
  • hair style/color: currently, midlength (just past shoulders), and i have a melt: my natural dark brown at the roots, which fades to a lighter brown and then to what i supposed to be red (it’s orangey because it’s faded so much)
  • height: 5’ 7.5”
  • clothing style: simple. as i’ve said before “it’s cheap and it fits;” i can’t afford to dress how i wish i could
  • best physical feature: probably my smile (though it could be a tie w/ my hair)


  • your fears: SPIDERS FUCK THOSE LITTLE BASTARDS. car accidents. drowning.
  • your guilty pleasure: eating peanut butter from the jar
  • ambitions for the future: becoming a surgeon


  • your first thoughts waking up: this morning it was “holy shit i’m so glad that was a fucking DREAM” (because i dreamed i was pregnant lol noped so hard_
  • what you think about most: probably about money, tbh. i’m in a lot of debt, it gives me anxiety on a daily basis.
  • what you think about before bed: it depends. lately, my mom, and how i wish i could see her again. it’s been almost 2 years.
  • you think your best quality is: i’m very caring about people i’m close to, and i take all of my relationships very seriously.


  • single or group dates: i’ve never been on a group date, so i can’t really say.
  • to be loved or respected: i think this is kind of shit to have to choose, because both are important to me. but if i had to, it would be to be respected. (because what’s love without respect?)
  • beauty or brains: both. both is good. lol, but honestly, brains. 
  • dogs or cats: i honestly love them both so muhuhuuuch, but i’d still probably say cats (it’s very close tho)


  • lie: i try to be as honest as i can, but i’m not faultless. i do.
  • believe in yourself: absolutely.
  • believe in love: i want to believe in love, but i’m not sure i’ve been fully convinced.
  • want someone: yes.


  • been on stage: many times.
  • done drugs: alcohol, yes. and i tried cigs once nope not for me. that’s it though.
  • changed who you were to fit in: at one point, i did, but now, i see no reason to. i’m comfortable with myself. if you don’t like who i am, then that’s not my problem.


  • favorite color: purple
  • favorite animal: tigers
  • favorite movie: this changes frequently. at the moment, frozen
  • favorite game: i’m not picky, as long as it’s fun :)


  • day your next birthday will be: well it will always be on nov. 23, but this year it’s on a sunday.
  • how old will you be: 21 (fuck yeah i’ll finally be legal to drink in my home country)
  • does age matter: depends on the context in which you’re asking
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